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[Monday
06/15/09 - 7:30pm]
[ music | Jonna Enckell - "Alarm" ]

I ride ghost ambulances,
I can't seem to find a way out
I ride ghost ambulances,
I can't seem to find a way out

Is there anyone out there?
This is a quest to see...
Is there a way to love?

The years will burn for us
The years will

Don't let go,
Take a hold of my hand
I won't let you slip

Something shimmers inside
Before it's lost
Remembering you,
Remember me...

I ride ghost ambulances,
I can't seem to find a way out
I ride ghost ambulances,
I can't seem to find a way out

Is there anyone out there?
This is a quest to see
Is there a way to love?

The years will burn for us
The years will burn for us
The years will burn for us
The years will...


<3

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[Sunday
10/05/08 - 5:50am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | Gino Vannelli - "Wild Horses" ]

You can cut me deep,
You can cut me down
You can cut me loose
Don't you know, it's okay

You can kick and scream,
You can slap my face
You can set my wheels on a high speed chase
Hey, no matter what you do...

Wild horses could not drag me away from you
Wild horses could not drag me away from you

As the sky falls down from the midnight blue,
Spittin' like bullets on a hot tin roof
Hey hey hey, it's a beautiful sound

Well, it's me and you in a flatbed truck
In a foot of mud, just my luck
Hey hey hey, a hundred miles out of town

You can call me a fool,
You can call me blind
You can call it quits
Can't hear a word you say...

'Cause if I had you once,
I'm gonna have you twice
I'm gonna follow my heart instead of good advice
And you, no matter what you do

Wild horses could not drag me away from you
Wild horses could not drag me away from you...



Yeah.

I kind of love like you a lot, to the point that it's ridiculous.

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[Sunday
09/07/08 - 2:59am]
[ mood | optimistic ]

ME


=


TWITTERPATED.



HAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.



<3333333


ADORATION.


we are going to make beautiful music together =')

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[Wednesday
04/09/08 - 4:05am]
And you will be safe in my dearest dreams...
My love, forever in my dearest dreams.
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You won't believe this. [Monday
10/22/07 - 2:50am]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | The rain pouring outside ]

But as my 20th birthday quickly approaches (this Wednesday!) -- I hath made the vow to update this sucker more often. Stay tuned, ladies & gentlemen.

Anyway, I have English at 9AM. Read: in six hours. I should head to bed.

<3

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Whoops. [Wednesday
07/25/07 - 2:42am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Visions of Atlantis - "Return to You" ]

I log in here and notice that it says it's been three weeks since my last update. At one point, I updated all the time. Gee golly... I'm bad.

What is new with me?

Not a whole ton, really. I work, I eat, I sleep (sometimes). I go to the odd show, and rock out at karaoke nights on occasion. Since the beginning of June, I've been working at an all-natural/organic pet food and supply store. I like it. My boss is awesome. And I love her doggies, Taz & Sammy.

I'm anxious to see people I haven't seen in what feels like forever. Jaime, Felicia and apparently Renee are going to be in town at the beginning of August; I can't wait! Other than my roommates, I don't spend a whole lot of time with anybody. Even though I have a few other friends in town, I never go out of my way to arrange any social activity. Which is lame on my part.

Adam is coming back mid to late next month, he thinks August 20th. The sooner the better, as far as I'm concerned. I was rather worried about awkwardness, post absinthe incident craziness in Duncan... but it's been fine via email and Facebook, hopefully it'll be fine in person. Whether or not he misses me as much as I miss him -- highly doubtful - I will be beyond ecstatic to see him again. Yeah, it's only been about two months. I suck.

On the music horizon, Within Temptation's The Heart of Everything was SUPPOSED to come out in all of North America today. Well. Exclude Nelson, British Columbia from all of North America. Grrrrr. I know I've had the songs forever and have been listening to them for months, but it just isn't the same as holding the album in my hands!

Upon my first listen, the new Visions of Atlantis album, Trinity, is highly decent. I've only heard the odd song of theirs with the previous vocalist, so there isn't a lot I can compare it to. Regardless, I liked Melissa Ferlaak's work with Aesma Daeva and she sounds excellent with VoA too.

Semi related note: I want to go to a concert. I've been deprived since Lacuna Coil/The Gathering/Stolen Babies. Some local shows here and there have been somewhat satisfying, but not in the way of a full blown concert. A reeeeally good Queen tribute band, world renowned in fact, played here a few weeks back at the Spirit Bar. Seah, Karli & I had a blast. They pulled us up on stage for the encore song ("Fat Bottomed Girls", hahaha... they probably just thought we had fat asses!) Then there was a Led Zeppelin tribute band playing at Finley's last weekend, and they weren't half bad either. It makes me want to perform again so badly.

Anyway, not much else to babble on about. I'm proud of myself for writing a real entry like this. ;)

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Pandora [Wednesday
03/28/07 - 1:52am]
[ mood | satisfied ]

If you're looking for a cool way to expand your musical horizons - you should check out Pandora. Neat thingy where you type in the name of an artist you like, and it helps you to discover other music with simiar qualities. =) So far I've already found a few excellent bands.

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<3 [Tuesday
03/27/07 - 2:52am]
[ music | Lacuna Coil - "Virtual Environment" ]

Beautiful song, strange title. Lyric whore post.

I saw you fade,
Was it a dream?
The sooner have I tried to touch you,
Slowly you disappear.

How to go on?
You'll never let me down again.
Hard to go on,
I'll never be the one to blame.

Before

Floating into your room...
To see what is inside
Consequentially doomed,
My peace is out of sight.

Can't stay away,
Can't stay away from you.
Can't stay away,
Can't stay away from you.

How to go on?
You'll never let me down again
Hard to go on
I'll never be the one to blame.

Before

Floating into your room...
To see what is inside
Consequentially doomed,
My peace is out of sight.

Can't stay away,
Can't stay away from you.
Can't stay away,
Can't stay away from you.
I can't stay away

Whenever I feel you
Whenever you keep coming through
No matter, I miss you.
Whatever, I can't stay away from you.
Can't stay away,
Can't stay away from you...

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Something takes a part of me... [Thursday
02/01/07 - 5:26am]
[ mood | relieved ]
[ music | KoRn feat. Amy Lee - "Freak On a Leash" ]

Let me just say, I have never been so stoked about the wrath of my uterus being upon me.

WHEW!

And also. My sleep schedule is royally fucked up. Yeah. Life is a party and a half.

I'm most likely going to see an intake worker/therapist at the local mental health clinic tomorrow (erm, later today). On Tuesday, I went and talked to the college counsellor... then he 'matched me up' with the right person. I may also be seeing somebody at the women's centre at some point. Wish me luck.

Happy February - and a merry Imbolc to those of you who recognize or celebrate it. =)

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<3 [Wednesday
11/29/06 - 4:12am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | George Harrison - "Cheer Down" ]



George H. Harrison
February 25, 1943 - November 29, 2001


Time passes so quickly, and this is the perfect example of that... it was five years ago today, we lost a musical legend. Rest in peace, our sweet George. May you & your music continue to be cherished and remembered always. You are sadly missed. ♥


Sunrise doesn't last all morning,
A cloudburst doesn't last all day.
Seems my love is up, and has left you with no warning,
It's not always going to be this gray.

All things must pass,
All things must pass away.

Sunset doesn't last all evening,
A mind can blow those clouds away.
After all this, my love is up and must be leaving
It's not always going to be this gray.

All things must pass,
All things must pass away.
All things must pass,
None of life's strings can last
So, I must be on my way,
And face another day.

Now the darkness only stays at nighttime
In the morning, it will fade away.
Daylight is good at arriving at the right time...
It's not always going to be this gray.

All things must pass,
All things must pass away.
All things must pass,
All things must pass away.

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[Saturday
09/23/06 - 4:17am]
Hella bombhezzadoodle! Wine parties aer the shit. Food innuendos = rock. Derek actually lifted meaqand almost made me barf. Fcuerk.

Ryan, ohj my god. Althea gave him a piece of ehr mind. I'm NOT A NMACOODITY! HAHAHA ewatch Dr Tran. Its so sweet., I'm NOT DR TRAN! Um. Twice in one hour... less actually. FUCK I'M GOOD and itwas my idea. I'm an ITalian Scorpio what can I say. Italian Scorpio + Ukranian Irish Cancer luvvvv. Dereks friends from the Fishy Appendage are here and it ameks me miss home a little. Makes me a liytlte sad in my pants. Ryan you freak me out when you talk about babies when you lean your head oan my stomach. Yo're the one who says you dont want it to be too serious. BUt you're good and I'm good and rowwwwwr! Fuck theyrr wtaching Mitch hedburg. FUCK YOU FUCKIN FUCK. I need taht shirt,. The end.

Dink fell asleep. in the livinh room with all thsoe silly boy., AWWW i miss my dinky. We had a sleepover last night in her room. hahahahaahah.
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Lyric whoring time. You <3 it. [Sunday
09/10/06 - 1:48pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | Stream of Passion - "Passion" ]

Stream of Passion: "Passion"
[Lucassen; Bovio]

A dangerous stream of passion,
Flows through my veins.
Infecting my mind with madness,
Blurring my senses...
My fingers crawl like spiders,
Caressing the wall.
In desperate need of screaming,
For a way out.

This feeling's rushing through me, and again,
I'm willing to surrender,
To the violent notes that spin around.
I'd give it up for you.
This feeling's clinging to me, and again,
I'm willing to surrender.
I could lose my breath, but even then
I'd give it up for you.

A dangerous stream of passion,
Flows through my heart.
The melody sung is secret,
Tearing me apart.
Emotions fade into music,
And drift through the night...
Determined to wonder freely,
Forever more.

This feeling's rushing through me, and again,
I'm willing to surrender,
To the violent notes that spin around.
I'd give it up for you.
This feeling's clinging to me, and again,
I'm willing to surrender.
I could lose my breath, but even then
I'd give it up for you.

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[Sunday
04/16/06 - 2:55am]
Remind me never to get this drunk again


AND FUCK ME FOR EVER LOVING YOU, JOEY ORTON.

I ALMOST DIED. AND I can't fuckibn yutype anymore.
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EAST SIDE TO THA WEST SIDE! [Sunday
03/12/06 - 3:37am]
[ mood | hehehehehe ]

SOUTH SIDE TO THA BAY.

I would like to thank the autosaved draft

And I would like to thank Nadine f-ing Florence for spilling beer down my BOOBS!

AND

I would like to thank Geoff's little brother because he ROCKS and has really nice eyes. Bluest I have ever seeeeeeen.

Thank you and goodnight

And Beaker I never want to sit in your lap again. I ain't yo lappi.

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<3. [Saturday
06/25/05 - 12:55am]
[ mood | emo SUPREMO ]

Think of me
Think of me fondly,
When we've said goodbye.
Remember me,
Once in a while -
Please promise me you'll try.

When you find that, once again,
You long to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment,
Spare a thought for me.

We never said our love was evergreen,
Or as unchanging as the sea
But if you can still remember
Stop and think of me.

Think of all the things
We've shared and seen
Don't think about the things which might have been

Think of me, think of me waking,
Silent and resigned
Imagine me, trying too hard
To put you from my mind

Recall those days
Look back on all those times,
Think of the things we'll never do
There will never be a day, when I won't think of you.

We never said our love was evergreen,
Or as unchanging as the sea
But please promise me,
That sometimes
You will think of me.

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RIP. [Thursday
12/09/04 - 7:02pm]
[ mood | angry ]

I can't believe this. I am still in shock. How could someone do this? The music world lost one of its most amazing, charismatic guitarists last night. I know for a fucking fact that I'll never understand this. The psycho was mad that Pantera broke up? Oh, is that his excuse? Get a fucking life. And on the goddamn 24th anniversary of John Lennon's assassination, too? Sweet lord, you don't take away a music legend. You DON'T. This is not to say that killing anyone is acceptable, but Jesus Christ.

To say I'm pissed off is a total fucking understatement. At least a police officer shot the heartless bastard -- and at the very least, "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott died doing what he loved to do.

Rest in peace, Dimebag. <3

A fan wrote posted this at one of the metal forums, and I thought I'd post it here too.

A selfish act,
Cold blooded floods of despair
I'm broken, but still fucking hostile
Drifting into eternity,
I bow my head sadly
While you pass the cemetery gates...

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Take me with you. [Sunday
11/14/04 - 8:52pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Leaves Eyes ---> Into Your Light ]

The musical starts tomorrow, friends...

I am excited/terrified/anxious.

LEADER OF THE PACK: the Ellie Greenwich Musical
November 15 to 20
7:30 nightly / 1:30 matinee on Saturday
$10.00 [opening night is a half price preview!]
SASS Theatre


Because I just know that SO many of you will be coming to see it. hahaha. I'm such a dweeb, but it's all good.

Metal Storm radio is amusing. Not to mention, they have played a lot of good songs in the past hour or so. Hooray for them!

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What a day [Monday
10/11/04 - 12:38am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Sirenia - Lithium and a Lover ]

Babbling about the past few daaays )

Oh, and I want one or both of Sirenia's albums. Henriette Bordvik = my new icon.

The end!

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Can I be somebody else for all the times I hate myself? [Wednesday
10/06/04 - 8:09pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I don't care what anyone tries to tell me.

There is very obviously something wrong with me - some kind of chemical imbalance in my brain, some form of depression. Maybe it's something connected to my anxiety disorder, I have no fucking clue.

Read more... )

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Following the trail of tears... [Sunday
10/03/04 - 9:57pm]
[ mood | drugged ]
[ music | Nightwish - Creek Mary's Blood ]

Ewwwww. My liquid iron supplement is nasty. But I have to take it because I don't get enough iron normally, from meat and stuff. I'm a bad kid - I don't eat a whole ton of meat/things high in protein.

Band rehearsal tomorrow. Not to mention, an English test that I didn't study for. Uh oh.

Oh! Who's excited for this Tuesday, October the 5th? ME. Translation: the North American release of Once by Nightwish, as well as Kalan Porter's "Awake in a Dream" single.


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Ooooh, boy. First [info]stacergrl is our secret lovechild [which makes absolutely no sense, considering she's older than both of us] and now this. ;) Tsk tsk, Glenn.

I really think I should go to bed now. I'll probably fall over before I make it up the stairs.
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